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So uh, been a busy bee. TGIF tomorrow's gonna be a tiring day. Heading to town with Abbs and Hira then to support Benjamin with the others, midnight movie gosh I feel like backing out cause it's paranormal activity and then I'm heading to Nikkos' for a sleepover and drinking session with the others. I need loads of resttt. Oh and yea I'm getting skate shoes, which is betterrr, suggestions? My moods have been fluctuating lately ... it's either i get real upset or the other way round. I feel that I've aged greatly. It's like 10 years of my life have already been taken away from me. School, work, school, work urgh and it goes on and on and on yakyakyak. Have you ever realized how scary life is? I mean, you simply don't know what's going to happen to you. Are you going to live 'till you're a hundred years old? Are you gonna have a big, happy family with ten kids? Are you gonna discover something that will change the world? Are you gonna die a nice, peaceful death in your sleep? Will you die of cancer, or some other sickness or are you gonna die tomorrow in a car accident? Your life isn't like some predictable movie, where you can figure out what's going to happen in the end. Life is a scary thing. So why isn't the whole world freaking out? Because we're all dealing with the same problem. I hope everyone's doing fine. xx
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| I wanted to upload some overdued photos as Nikko finally tagged me in em with the others but I realized that I look fugly in every single picture.  God who took em!!! This is really demoralizing. See how broken I am? I wish you could fucking feel my pain. Fucking leave me alone. | | |
| I’ve learned that no matter what happens, or how bad it seems today, life does go on, and it will be better tomorrow. I’ve learned that you can tell a lot about a person by the way he or she handles these three things: a rainy day, lost luggage, and tangled Christmas tree lights. I’ve learned that regardless of your relationship with your parents, you’ll miss them when they’re gone from your life. I’ve learned that making a "living" is not the same thing as making a "life." I’ve learned that life sometimes gives you a second chance. I’ve learned that you shouldn’t go through life with a catcher’s mitt on both hands; you need to be able to throw something back. I’ve learned that whenever I decide something with an open heart, I usually make the right decision. I’ve learned that even when I have pains, I don’t have to be one. I’ve learned that every day you should reach out and touch someone. People love a warm hug, or just a friendly pat on the back. I’ve learned that I still have a lot to learn. I’ve learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel. <3
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| People think dreams aren't real just because they aren't made of matter, of particles. Dreams are real. But they
are made of viewpoints, of images, of memories and puns and lost hopes. Sometimes you fall, spinning through space, grasping for the things that keep you on this earth. Sometimes you catch them. They can be the hands of the people you love. They can be your pets- pups with funny names, cats with ferocious old souls. The thing that keeps you here can be your art. It can be things you have collected and invested with a certain sense of meaning. A flowered, buckled treasure chest of secrets. Shoes that make you taller and, therefore, closer to the heavens. A suit that belonged to your fairy godmother. A dress that makes you feel a little like the Goddess herself. Sometimes you keep falling; you don't catch anything. Sometimes you fall, spinning through space, grasping for the things that keep you here. Sometimes you catch them, sometimes you don't. Sometimes, they catch you.
Damn i think I should get out. I should have mind blowing sex with a hottie. And I should really stop fucking myself around. | | |
| He feels something for me, but I'm just not sure how I feel back. I don't know what love is or even how it feels. I've found that the more you try to impress other people, the less impressive you become. The cooler you attempt
to look, the more foolish you seem. The more knowledge you boast about, the more ignorant you come off. However, when you find that niche in your personality you can become comfortable; if you can roll with it and be happy, you'll grow to be confident and sincere. You realize you don't have to prove yourself to other people and for that, they will respect you. And you gained their respect through being and respecting your own person. Once you appreciate all the wondrous things you can do independently, people will gravitate to that self confidence and maybe, after improving yourself, someone will be inspired, and grow into their own person, too.
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